Wednesday, June 22, 2005

End of the World

So the other day I had a dream. In the dream, it was like the end of the days. There were water everywhere and waves that were so high that I saw my own apartment sink beneath it. I was on a boat and the fact that I was gonna die pretty soon was starting to hit on me. Even if I managed to survive the high water tides, there was nothing to eat. Everything had died and it came down to how you would die. So in the dream, my boat had a hole in it and it was sinking fast. A voice came to me sounding like my cousin and he said, "When u go, dont try to struggle. Struggling would only make it harder for you. Instead try to accept and it would be easier." So this is when I woke up with a start. What da heck does this dream mean? I was thinking about my life and everything around me. I wonder if the tides symbolizes my life. Struggling symbolizes, well symbolizes struggling in life. It all comes down to should we even struggle in life? Whats the point of doing so much and competing with others, when in the end we will all have the same fate, die? Its like we move around so much from point A to point B that we ended up moving around in a circle. BUt if we dont struggle, what is the point to life? Its like fate is tempting us. They watch us squirm, dodge and run around. In the meantime, they play us like checker pieces. A life which we all have no control but like to think that we do. Yea right.

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