Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Fear

I fear a lot of things in life:

I fear change, the idea of not knowing what I'm doing and every step must be taken with caution.
I fear vulnerability, I dont want to be hurt, but putting myself on the line is the only to be loved.
I fear unsaid words, I want to hear it but at the same time dont.
I fear rejection
I fear embarrassement
I fear being out there
I fear being less than what others are made of
I fear living the next 50 years by myself
I fear being abandoned
I fear losing everything
I fear having to face myself and what I'm made of

in the end, I'm just a fucking coward.

3 Comments:

Blogger Tasty Confection said...

I think we're all cowards and as we go through life, we learn how to combat these fears.

However, I have to say that by listing these fears, you're more corageous than me. It takes a lot to come out and say these things when everyone else pretends that they're okay.

7:40 PM  
Blogger Leeianyuan said...

fear gives us the opportunity to rise above things. by overcoming it, we grow... and girl youve grown so much and i am proud of you. take things step by step, and when you look back you'll be amazed at how far you've gone

8:02 AM  
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