Cry

Read my ex-roomie's entries and found myself choking with tears. Three months I have left but at the same time, I can still feel what it was like being in HK. The first scent that I get coming back to my room, hearing my roomie's "Queenie!", Kelly peering through the bathroom door, Ian calling for dinner, Matt's amazing back rub, Lee's breath on my cheeks, King's Arms fantastic steak, heading to Kowloon Tong for the MTR, going to Mong Kok for the 15th millionth time for cheap shopping, heading to Harbor City because we ran out of places to eat, going to Lok Fu for vendor food, to Kowloon City for Thai food and yummy dessert, Kaycee's laugh, Mariel making fun of me, Rainer's boyish grin, Alex weird imitation of me, Jacq being my favorite enemy, Eliza's "Deem ah??", being in what I thought was love, being out of it, holding someone and being held back, my first real kiss, my last real kiss, my last feeling of my heart beating so fast that I couldnt breathe.....

I thought I got over it, apparently not. Its been in my unconscious level for so long and now I want to cry.