Fear

I fear a lot of things in life:

I fear change, the idea of not knowing what I'm doing and every step must be taken with caution.
I fear vulnerability, I dont want to be hurt, but putting myself on the line is the only to be loved.
I fear unsaid words, I want to hear it but at the same time dont.
I fear rejection
I fear embarrassement
I fear being out there
I fear being less than what others are made of
I fear living the next 50 years by myself
I fear being abandoned
I fear losing everything
I fear having to face myself and what I'm made of

in the end, I'm just a fucking coward.